As a motivator I also feel depressed sometimes it is normal because I am just a human being. I bet some motivators also do. For the 365 days of 2011 I admit I did not give my best everyday and that is why I established this blog to become more disciplined and serve as an example to other people. I have a big goal this 2011 and I still don’t know how to make it happen but I still have a feeling that it can happen. There is no plan B all I have to do is give all my strength and knowledge for the realization of that dream. For the last 34 days of this year starting now I will go for the last strongest blow. I know I will not fail if I will give my best, my very best. I know it’s not too late to make it happen, I will make no regrets for the mistakes I’ve made in the past, I will take baby steps but the fastest baby steps. Even if my life is the price to pay I will be happy doing it. There is no more turning back, no more rests, no more excuses. Tremendous focus and massive action for the goal, the timer starts now.